Well, let me tell you my story. Ever since I could remember, my parents fought a lot, the times they got along were really rare, and so precious memories I’ll always keep. Then they got divorced, which was not really that surprising. I got to see my dad about once every other month. Like two years later, my mom got a boyfriend. Which was cool and all, since it meant my mom was getting better.Then my dad passed away, a sudden heart attack. I felt so bad.. I didn’t get to say goodbye, and I never really told him that I loved him. So now, my mom’s boyfriend lost his job and moved in with us. I hate it so much, I hate it when he thinks this is his home, when he tries to teach me ‘life lessons’, the way he talks, the way he laughs… I don’t like it. I don’t feel free in my own home, I want him out of here. He’s so uneducated yet he acts like he knows it all.
I know it sounds so childish but this is the only place I can think of expressing my feelings in. No, I don’t act like a spoiled brat in front of him. I try to smile and laugh it off when he annoys me.
Basically, no one knows I loathe him. These feelings are locked away inside me, and I don’t know if I can keep doing this. I feel like I’m going to explode at any moment..
Well, that’s it. If you read all of that, thank you very much. Any advice would be very much appreciated.