“We had a threesome gone wrong”

My fiance and I have been together for almost 4 years. The last year we’ve been looking for a threesome partner. We found one. She was perfect. Beautiful, willing and fun. She even offered to go on birth control. She was a friend of a friend. We spent a week with her and everything was perfect. Until one day, we were all really drunk and she raped and tried to blackmail my fiance while I was in a drunk sleep. She was violent with him. He wants nothing to do with her now of course, but I can’t help but want to continue with her like it never happened. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I know I should feel furious and hate her. But I can’t and I don’t know why. That week felt like years. I grew so close to her. Am I in love with her or just the idea of her? Am I not in love with my fiance anymore? What’s happening to me?

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One thought on ““We had a threesome gone wrong”

  1. Anonymous says:

    YOU and he needs professional help. Reverse the sexes of this situation and see how horrible it is that you want to have a relationship with a RAPIST. Good Lord, she raped and physically abused your loved one and you want sex? Your priorities are very messed up. You two should see a professional guidance counselor. Him because someone raped and abused him. You because you prioritize abusive sex over the love of a good man.

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