So, I’m in ninth grade, and I like this guy who’s in 10th grade. I have no problem dating someone older than me, but I’m scared of what my parents would say if I started dating.
So, anyway, I like this guy and he used to like me, but I don’t know if he still does. We became friends in April. He asked me out, but I didn’t like him then, so I told him I wasn’t interested (I had just told another guy that I had liked him, but I got rejected, so I was still getting over him as well). After saying that, I realized how bad I felt for rejecting him. I avoided talking to him for about a week, which was hard, considering the fact that I see him every-single-day at swim practice.
I thought that if I didn’t talk to him, it would be fine, but then I realized how terrible it was NOT talking to him, and that I actually might have feelings for him too. I made up with him a week later and we became much closer. He asked me out again to watch a movie, but I had already watched that movie, so I didn’t go with him then, either.
He’s not swimming next season and I won’t be able to see him again because he doesn’t go to my school. I want to tell him how I feel, but i don’t know why I’m so scared.