“My ex has caused me to lose all my friends”

I am struggling with no friends right now. Last year I was talking to this boy and he ended up hurting me really bad. In ways I don’t want to even discuss. For one, he had a girlfriend the whole time.

Skip to a year later which is now. One of my closest friends is dating him. When she told me I was devastated. Not that I cared about the boy, that one of my best friends can look him in the eye knowing that I talked to him, knowing how much he hurt me! I got mad at her and told her how mad I was at her and blocked her. Afterwards, all my other 3 close friends tell me that I’m wrong for getting mad, I should get over it, it’s not that serious, she isn’t doing anything wrong. One of those 3 even justified her opinion by saying that me and the boy only talked for a week. As if he hasn’t tortured me emotionally, physically (throwing a football at me purposely in our school yard) and verbally (calling me ugly and too dark skinned) the rest of the year. So now I don’t want anything to do with any of my so-called friends.

Now sitting at lunch by myself, I see all of them including the one I was closest to, having a blast with the girl that betrayed me! I couldn’t believe it. I don’t know what to do. I kinda miss them and hate being lonely with no one to talk to but I also DO NOT want to be their friends again the way they’ve all betrayed me.

2 thoughts on ““My ex has caused me to lose all my friends”

  1. Anonymous says:

    I think they were never really your friends in the first place, i feel really bad because if you loved him then you lost him then thats really bad. zbut i would just talk to different people. If you are kind of close to some people then get closer to them and mabye you will be able to hang round with thm. I hope this helped.

  2. 21 & Speechless says:

    Don’t let them get to you! In a few years, you’re going to know that you’re better off. I am sorry that this has happened to you, but think about how many good things you have going for you. You have a lot of talent and a whole community of bloggers who will support you.

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