So the story goes… I dated this girl for about 9 months. The first few months were great, our families already knew each other, everyone approved, and life was good.
As the days passed, I started to realize she might not be for me. She got on my nerves and we were just different people. We ended up breaking up.
Two days ago I found out her mother has breast cancer. I text her to say how sorry I was. This news literally shook me to my core. I felt like such a piece of shit that I added to her misery at this trying time. My mother has passed away so it really hit home. We started talking about us and how hurt she is. She asked me not to speak to her anymore if we are really over so she could find closure. I agreed.
I’ve been depressed all day. When we broke up I was okay with it. Now I want to go over and kiss and hug her! The obvious answer is the recent news just has me feeling down and I will move past it. Not sure the point of this post other than hopefully someone has some words of wisdom for me.