So there’s this guy. Let’s call him A. He has been in love with me for 3 years now. He used to just be that annoying boy who has a crush on you and is a bit clingy, but we’ve always been quite close friends. In the past year we’ve grown way closer, and I really really think I like him and he still loves me. We call each other for hours every night and spend every spare few hours we can together.

Last week, I was at his house and we gave each other head …

Anyway, A is a very complex person. Towards me, I really see his caring side, and he has the hugest heart and is an amazing person. Although, I’m the only one who sees all of that. Towards everyone else, he’s just a bit annoying and immature. I mean, I understand that because before we got close, he seemed annoying and immature to me as well.

So no one knows about me and him. None of my friends, no one. I can’t bring myself to tell them because my best friend, lets call her F, really dislikes him. And she can be so nasty about him, and if he ever kisses me on the cheek or stares at me, she makes nasty comments like, “he’s so disgusting,” and, “ew he’s gross.”

A few months ago, I told her I liked him, and it didn’t go down well AT ALL. So now, I just put off talking about him with her. F will NEVER EVER come round to the idea of me and A, because she just doesn’t see it from my perspective. She’s been my best friend for 10 years. I don’t want to keep hiding it from her, but I don’t want to fall out with her over a boy. HELP.