A little over two years ago, I was just poking around on Omegle, having short, non-meaningful conversations with randoms. Then I unexpectedly met a guy that lived across the country from me, and we had a nice and long conversation. We ended up exchanging Skype names and later adding each other in Facebook. We messaged and Skyped each other every single night for about a month, and I ended up falling for him, hard.
I’ve never felt that way about someone in my entire life, not even my ex-boyfriend when we were together. He would play his guitar and sing for me all the time. The last time we Skyped, we admitted having feelings for each other and told each other that we wished we could meet in person. Mind you, he said it first.
The next day, he blocked me on Facebook and would not answer my Skype calls. Needless to say, I was an emotional wreck for a week straight. I skipped classes to go home and cry on the couch. One night while I was working I got a message from him, but it said “Do not message my boyfriend,” and I was immediately blocked once more. To this day, I still think about him and I am still blocked. And I’m still sad, just not as emotional as I was when it all went down. I really just want a sort of closure, but he does not use his other social media sites. I used a friend’s phone to look at his Facebook once about a year ago, and he hadn’t been using it in a long time. How do I get over this guy that I felt stronger for than anyone else? Am I crazy for still wanting to talk to him?