I have a book full of issues but what it comes down to is that i’m never enough. Not for my bio or step father. Not for the men i’ve loved and currently love. I am in a poly relationship with two men who regularly profess their love for me and that they don’t want to lose me but they shut me out. Emotionally, sexually. It hurts and pissed me off to the point of tears but I don’t know what to do. They both have other stresses in their lives, but does that mean that I should be tossed aside yet AGAIN? I am sad, lost, and tired of trying to be strong.