“The guy I was seeing died from an overdose”

Hi guys! I actually had something very tragic happen to me. I could really use some advice. The guy who I was seeing recently died from an overdose. I am very upset, but here’s the twist, he actually died next to another woman!

He decided to block and ignore me 5 days before this occurred. I guess he was planning on having a fling and then coming back. I’m not sure whether I should be more angry or sad. Right now I’m a mix of both. I have no idea how to cope and cut my losses. He broke a lot of promises. He could have actually ended things with me and tell me that he moved on, but he didn’t do that, he kept me on the back burner. How should I cope with this?