Every time my boyfriend texts me, or when I’m not around him, I get mad and annoyed at him. For no reason I just feel really angry at him. When I’m with him in person it’s a little different. I try to play out the anger and I still try to be angry but I can’t. It makes me wonder if I’m dating him just so I have a boyfriend and the idea of one.
LemonVibe 
Honestly, I think if that i how you feel, you probably shouldn’t be in a relationship. That sounds unnecessarily stressful. If you find yourself getting mad for no reason and can never be happy with him, you shouldn’t put him through that. Because you aren’t ready for a relationship, you will be hurting him just as much as you are your hurting yourself. Take some time to yourself!